A Day in the Life of a Master(s) of Education

IDK what to do any more....depression is starting to get to me, I feel like all the goals I have set for myself are currently going up in a large black cloud of smoke..it probably isnt that serious but im starting to stress out over some things and well these are important things to me. I wish U could forsee the future and know that it all workls out even if it is only for the short term...short term is better than no term...oh my oh my is all i can say as i make a consciense effort to reduce the cursing improve on the general moral behavior and better myself for myself... im just gonna have to focus on each little part individual and try to figure out the weak links...heres to hoping..until next post smooches laters

The countdown for you what ask?? well for one the end of the semester in a little over 4 weeks I will be done with what is fall semester...will I have made the dean's list?....will I get the GPA I need to pursue my other goals in life?....will candance find out about her evil twin sister?...all this and more on the next Days of Our Lives!!!!! J/K back to me...I am so looking forward to Thanksgiving break maybe florida is in the cards for me??? It would ne great :-D but idk right now...next up on the countdown behind the end of the semester and thanksgiving break is DRUM ROLL PLEASE-----> MY BIRTHDAY!!!! oh yea oh yea who doesnt get excited over birthdays under the age of 30??? I'm looking forward to it even though it is the week before finals and I'll probably be a study zombie at that point....but maybe a birthday will be just what I need to break me out of the spell...we'll see... well blogger world...until next post smooches laters

So here I am in October wondering where September went....but it was a good month lots of traveling though and it sure did tire me. One highlight of October was ring premier each year Virginia Tech introduces an entirely new collection of designs for each class.The Sophomore class selects a Ring Committee responsible for designing their class ring collection. Each collection includes certain elements: the screaming eagle, American flag, campus buildings, and an interlocking chain around the bezel. The screaming eagle evolved from a pair of twin eagles used on the first Virginia Tech ring, symbolizing the twin virtues of strength and freedom. The American flag and campus buildings serve to recognize both the heritage of our country and Virginia Tech. The chain represents the strength of many united as one. That's usually on the university side on the class side we have 2009 Interlocking Chain - A traditional part of the ring since 1940, representing class pride and unity. The links ...

Yo for real it time has flown....I can't believe it is September I have been in classes for 4 weeks now...I have been a junior for 4 weeks before you know it I'll be graduating. So much has changed bout my life and my priorities I am learning to let the past go because it has done just that passed. If you hold people responsible for being the people the once were you've never get to know the people they are now. I am just taking life one day at a time because on April 16th of this year I learned the true meaning of here today gone tomorrow.It just dawned on me that today's date is September 11th the 6th year anniversary of another major tragedy in my life. On this day 6 years ago many people lost their lives doing the same thing the did everyday. They woke up said goodbye to loved ones and went to work, or went to catch their flight. On that day they lost their lives.....On April 16th 32 people woke up and went about their normal business of classes not knowing that thi...

So I have been on this internship now for more than a month and I am truly enjoying myself. However I kinda miss home. I miss my firends that understand my oddly silly funny jokes...I miss hanging out at the boyfirend's house just reading a book while he plays video games...i miss chillin with the parents to watch Jeporady....i miss the little things. I like all the other interns though I dont think I would hang out with all of them on a regular basis. One intern is just a little odd for my taste or rather just a bit reserved. I am a risk taker I like to try things out, if the first time I do something it doesnt quite go right i do it again until it does go right. she is a bit more held back. I try to let it go but it is so hard to....mainly because she kinda of clashes with my personality. One intern is the party girl...i'm not sure how she made it through her first year of college without a liver diease...but together we make a pretty well rounded group. The mansion is beaut...

This has been an eventful summer. I started off by going to Italy for two weeks in order to do a study aboard program. I had so much fun, the food, the culture, the people everything seemed to agree with me. I didn't really want to leave but I had to in order to come back to do my internship. Now I am working for the USDA through the Forest Service as an Horticulture intern. The pace of life is much different than I am used to but I pride myself on being flexible so I am just going with the flow. Plus clean air and hard work never hurt anybody. This weekend however I am going back to the city to go to the carribean festival and hang out with my friends. I havent seen them since i left school so I am VVVEEERRRRYYYYY excited. well that's all i got for now until next post smooches laters......

After a long semester only made longer by one single idiot I am finally in for some peace and relaxation. I am going to Italy for a couple of weeks to vacation and learn. I am so looking forward to it. The shopping, the food, and the people. I am looking forward to taking it all in. Every single moment will be indulged in and I will be living la Dulce Vida....the good life....i think that is the translation...I didn't take Italian in school. Any way just wanted to share this with the blogger world....until next post laters....CIAO BITCHES

This has been the roughest week of my life. It started off so simple....My parents had just dropped me off at school. Since I hadn't done any work all weekend I knew that I was in for an all nighter since I had a paper and project due in less than 24 hours. I sat up all sunday night into monday morning. I saw the ambulance in front of West AJ, I didnt think of any of it...it's not unusual. But it was unusual... by the time I walked to my first class Ryan Clark was deceased....by the time I ran for cover to my next class my friend Erin Peterson was taking her last breath. In my lifetime I have seen so much tragedy. Living in the Nation's Capitol it is a given, people are after the president and other prominent officials. Before Monday 4/16/07 the most shocking event of my life was seeing the smoke from the Pentagon on 9/11/01. My generation is a shell shocked one, we have had enough. Everyday is becoming our "last" day. The bible fortells "unforseen circumstan...

So first and foremost let's talk about the snow in APRIL!!!!!!! When I saw that I knew the whole world had gone crazy and it was time for me to really start askin the question "are you for real"....Second these people with the fact that my name or my likeness is escaping your mouth in all the wrong ways....who are you to think you are an authority on Moe...yet again "are you for real" no one considers themselves a fighter unless you are a boxer or grew up in the hood....but trust and believe that there is a fighter in me and at this point I feel her scratching and biting to get out. I'm going to tell her to calm her ass down b/c that's just going to start more drama....However it's starting to get to be too much for my little soul....I am trimming the fat if you don't make the cut it's for a reason so KEEP IT MOVING HOE!!!!! until next post smooches laters

Ah April showers brings May flowers....but it also brings finals the first week of may then Italy the second week of may.....I am so ready for April to be over just so I can get to May....is that wrong to fast forward a whole month, I mean what does this month have in store for me...maybe the love of my life....a once in a lifetime experience.....something tragic....god only knows....but I really don't care to find out. I like the fact that May is already planned and I kinda sort of know what to expect so it just makes April all the more less important to me....maybe I can sleep through this month...nah that wouldn't work I still have to go to class and pay attention and take tests and all that other blah blah blah that is associated with school even if it is 70 degrees outside and everytime I look at my teacher all I can think about is laying outside on a sunny day trying to get a tan that will never happen....April is so close to May I can taste it and boy it does taste sweet...

Change can happen without being noticed....I feel as though some of my friendships have changed without my knowledge. Have I been so blind that I didn't see the crater developing growing every time we didn't have lunch...or went out...or just chilled in the room. Is it because we no longer live 10 feet from each other or is it because you only need a single rock to depend on? I don't know but it is frustrating and it hurts....it must be partially my fault did I not make myself available enough is my friend choice not acceptable any more? I am so extra confused.....You are there and I am here...why?? I miss us our time our love...I do I miss you...until next post smooches later

Hello blogger world...how's it going...this must be a pretty good month for me this is like my third post :-D. Okay I'm over it now...on to the business @ hand, which really isn't much...just the fact that seems like everyone I know is having a child...from the 17 year old former schoolmate to the 38 year old boss. Why am I being left out. Okay lets weigh the options 1) I could get pregnant and keep the child while still successfully completing college{I've seen it done} 2) I could wait until I get the degree but however am not stable enough to support the child 3) or I could go with the my first instinct and not have a child at all, period....hmmmm decisions decisions...You're probably wondering what brought this on...well the other day I was on the devil's website (a.k.a. Myspace) and noticed that a lot of the guys and girls that I went to high school with, even the ones that completed at least one year of college are now with child, have child(ren), etc. I me...

Myspace Layouts Ok so I was hoping yesterday would be amazingly awesome....sometimes I hold out hope that the real world is just a figment of my imagination. But no this was not the case for yesterday. I was hoping for a card, maybe some flowers, a phone call....SOMETHING...I got a message on myspace. Now on the one hand thanks for the acknowledgement that I exist but your display of supposed love for me is reduced to a flashing sign on my comment wall? What happened to the teddy bears, candlelight dinners,candy, cards, and attention I use to get...Honestly you are giving me no hope for a future marriage proposal...that being said I am glad the day is over....it was getting quite sickening to see my friends with their flowers and candy.....I think that green-eyed monster reared her ugly head when I "accidentally" knocked over a vase of red & white roses my suitmate received....Oh Moe you wicked girl :-P....until next post laters smooches

Is there anyone out there is blogger world???? Well just in case there happens to be, I have key points to share. Okay let's start from the top 1) Happy Birthday to my nephew Ethan(I'd put a picture of him but his dad may not like that so....no) he is now a whole hand old and telling everyone about it. For those of you that maybe a little dense a "whole hand old" means he just turned 5. It didn't even dawn on me.....time flies swiftly.....oh well HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ETHAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!! Next.... 2) I have just been accepted to participate in a study abroad trip to.......wait for it...... ITALY!!!!! This summer I will be spend 3 weeks touring the Gardens of Italy, learning about it's history, planting/cultivation techniques, different design skills....and get this as my final project I have to design a Landscape for a small residential home based off of what I learned at the different gardens. I will be living it up in Rome, Sorrento, and Florence...

I am so bored of being home..it's not the friends it's the family and the ridiculous curfew the insist on imposing on me..not until I am 21 will I be able to do anything about it. Which by the way I think is stupid...the government says I can do everything they can except drink so why is it I am treated the same way as my 16 year old cousin....put me on a bus to the burg at least I can do my own thing....until next post smooches laters

I am who I am....or at least I try to be... How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. How Are You In Love? Until next post smooches...laters

New Year's is so funny to me....it is never really "new". Every December 31 we get together with people we love/care about/ or could give two shits about and ring in the "new" year. Then we proceed to do the same thing the last time it was Dec. 31. We make a resolution, we promise ourselves that we're going to find love this year or this will be the year we get that job or promotion we wanted, this is the year that you will lose the weight you gain while you were pregnant...blah blah blah....ever wonder why every "new" year we do the same shit....call it a revelation, call it bullshit, call it pessimistic, whatever what I am saying is 100% true...all that ever really change for us is the date on the calendar....we work towards that last 5lbs but it never goes away....we work hard to get that promotion...but the boss pays us no attention...you're probably wondering where I am going with all of this...basically don't make promises that this w...