A Day in the Life of a Master(s) of Education

Okay so this is an official disclaimer!!!! about two post ago there was one entitled "naughty poll" I HAVE NOTHING TO DO W/ THAT!!! I didn't do that poll, I didn't make that post, I have no idea how it got there, and just in case there is some pervert floating around in cyberspace that read it, GO JERK OFF ON SOMEONEELSE'S BLOG!!!!!!! This is the end off the official disclaimer.....until next "legitimate" post....smooches FYI: The post has been deleted

I am loving this new philosophy on life that I have developed. I guess it took a little drama in my life for me to open my eyes and GROW UP.....any who I did something I haven't done in a long time...I cleaned up..and not just my room but my life. I cut my hair so as not to deal with the mess that was starting to develop, I cleaned all the old junk that I wasn't using put of my room, I applied for and received a promotion at work, I have re-done my wardrobe, and I have been getting back in touch w/ who I believe to be the real me.Life isn't good but it is a whole lot better than it was before.....

After reading my last entry I realize how upset I really was about the situation...and I don't want to be mad....it takes too much energy...but so does being sad...now what? I decided to get over it, life throws you curve balls sometimes and you have the option to either hit one out of the park or strike out..either way you gotta swing. After talking to some people and actually deciding to listen to them, I have let the situation go...I'd rather be happy, in that regard I have been doing things to keep me happy and active so that I don't have to dwell on the sad/bad things in my life. I went to my favorite park and just read..I hadn't done that in such a long time it just felt good to be there, though it did bring up so forgotten memories w/ the ex. However not only did I read I wrote some poetry,, another thing I hadn't done in a while. After having such a good time, I decided to go there at least once a week just to reconnect w/ myself....I have also been hanging ...

Ever feel like you the butt of someone's cruel joke? Right now I feel as though GOD decided he really doesn't like me after all. First my ex boyfriend and the only guy I ever really loved starts to date a close friend of mine.....great fucking slap in the face...but I take it like a women because our relationship was unhealthy any way....but now she feels as though he is giving me too much attention....FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.....damn I am doing my best to deal with this pretty fucked up situation..I mean you claim to be my friend damn you introduced us...and not even a month after we break up your dating him??? what type of shit is that? You tell me why I should give a rat's ass about your feelings??? You SHOULD FUCKING feel insecure...you did a low down underhanded thing and KARMA IS A FUCKING BITCH THAT WILL COME BACK AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS.....but it must be biting me right now for something I didn't even know I did because why the hell am I the going through t...