FUCK YOU BITCH

Ever feel like you the butt of someone's cruel joke? Right now I feel as though GOD decided he really doesn't like me after all. First my ex boyfriend and the only guy I ever really loved starts to date a close friend of mine.....great fucking slap in the face...but I take it like a women because our relationship was unhealthy any way....but now she feels as though he is giving me too much attention....FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.....damn I am doing my best to deal with this pretty fucked up situation..I mean you claim to be my friend damn you introduced us...and not even a month after we break up your dating him??? what type of shit is that? You tell me why I should give a rat's ass about your feelings??? You SHOULD FUCKING feel insecure...you did a low down underhanded thing and KARMA IS A FUCKING BITCH THAT WILL COME BACK AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS.....but it must be biting me right now for something I didn't even know I did because why the hell am I the going through this shit??? who the fuck did I screw over???? I have always tried to be a kind loving person, and even if I couldn't stand your ass I would suck it up and deal with it because I knew that I wasn't going to like everybody just like everyone wasn't going to like me. LIFE IS A FUCKING WHORE ASS BITCH........ I can't believe this.....the more I think about it, the more I am waiting for me to wake up...because this can only be a dream....no fuck that, this is a fucking NIGHTMARE....until next post...

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