As the world turns...

Where oh where has my time gone?? I feel like life is passing me by sometimes and I'm not even realizing. I was just reading a blog by this Jamaican girl named Gina who goes to FAMU. She kinda interest me because we have similarities, such as the fact that we are both Jamaican, the whole college thing was a big move for us, and sometimes we are just trying to figure out who we are, here's her page if you wanna check out what she has to say, http://tallytourist.blogspot.com , hopefully that link worked. Anyway reading her blog kinda made me feel like I had been neglectful lately, I mean I have finally gotten on top of my romantic and academic life, but are the decisions I have made good for me? I feel so stupid because I don't know what I am doing, but in the back of my mind I can hear my bro saying that I'm not supposed to know yet, it's all a part of growing up. Honestly just because you know that things are supposed to happen this way, that this is all a part of life, it doesn't make it easier in fact it makes it harder, because then you are waiting for it all to end. One day I will wake up and realize my path, but until then what am I supposed to do, continue blindly walking down the one I am on now? I have had wrong turns before, is the next one gonna be the same way? It is really so much to think about and when I do, it just frustrates me so much. I am starting to get a headache now, I guess I just want to know.... Does it ever end? Do you ever feel like you finally have control? Does your life ever REALLY become yours?.....As for now, I give up..... until next post, smooches, laters

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