A Day in the Life of a Master(s) of Education

I can't believe I am here again. Every time I think I am over this damn hump....I look back and realize I haven't gotten anywhere. I honestly am tired, tired of the dreams, the saddness and the constant pang of depression. I can't fight this feeling. Why? At what point will this feeling end? Its been years now and obviously everybody else who was in this situation has moved on. So why can't I? Maybe if I keep trying to get it off my chest to face it head on and deal with it....it will get better. Right?

Happy Early Single Awareness Day! Ok so most who know me know I have a love/hate relationship with the "holiday" known as Valentine's Day. It's one of my favorite holidays for the simple fact that it is supposed to be about sharing and spreading love. To me that is one of the purest things out there. On the other hand there is the commercialism and over indulgence is coupledom that is Valentine's Day...the roses, the candles, cards and chocolates. Once a year I get super excited and super depressed in one fatal swoop. I enjoy sending my friends and family small notes of love via a Vday card....some send Xmas cards....I send Vday cards. On the other hand for some time now I haven't had a Valentine to really call my own. Its the one day of the year you can just feel so bad all because you don't have that one special person to call yours. It's starting to feel like I go on this rant every year but I can't help it. So now that I've gotten that off ...