Coming into Focus

So I have finally gotten to the heart of my recent funk. I've been feeling pretty aimless and because of that I haven't been enthused to much of anything. With a life dominated by work (even if it was to meet financial goals and is very enjoyable) and not much else, I had not decompressed in a while. This coupled with the fact that I don't really have a hobby led to a life that was repeative and mediocre. When I took a moment to really step back and analyze everything and everyone in my life, I came to see that I am VERY goal oriented and to date I'd accomplished most of the major goals I'd set out for myself. That being said, I needed a new goal for that really was the only way I would find steady happiness again. I think I have found it. I'm going to finally go to and complete grad school. For real this time. I've figured out what I want to do in grad school now the task at hand is to figue out where. I'm not ruling out any possibilities. I would love to stay in the A but I am comfortable with leaving it all behind. After all it wouldn't be the first time I packed up my whole life and moved. Ever since I came up with the gumption to go to Grad School, I've been in a much better place.  I feel really good about this decision and feel such a weight off of my shoulders. Now to get to the implication portion of the plan. Until next post...laters

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Here we go again!

Another holiday season is upon us! Another time were I am torn about how much I spend versus how much I save. Bah humbug. Alas hopefully I will have several epiphanies before December 14th.
Read more

Just gotta be me

So I went home this weekend...I had so much fun...I miss my family so much sometimes, but while I was home I learned something about myself I can't live MY life for my family. It's time for me to venture out into to the world with the training they have given me and do my own thing...therefore I'm getting a tattoo...this is just a sign of my personal growth and freedom..God forbid my parent trip but like I said this isn't about rebelling it's about doing ME
Read more

Three states, One Girl

Image
No, this is not the beginning of a bad joke. It's actually the beginning of a cool trip. I had a conference in Boston a couple of weeks ago. That was my first time in MA, while there I took the opportunity to check off a couple of additional NE states that I'd never been too. Depending on who you ask NY may or may not be considered NE but in any case previously I'd only been as far north as CT. With this trip I also saw NH & ME. I actually had to look up the abbreviation for Maine because I'd never been and couldn't remember what it was 😅.  Coastal Maine was beautiful. I've obviously been on the east coast waters before but seeing it as a lush green forestscape was another thing entirely. I definitely see why it's the setting of so many Stephen King stories, it's hauntingly beautiful. New Hampshire was a bit more rustic than I expected in the most delightful way. Massachusetts (Boston) was fun to explore and I spent so much time doing something I ne...
Read more