Co-Habit-Ation

It's official. I'm a cohabitant.

And it's feels weird.

I've lived away from home since I was 16 in a variety of common situations. I've lived with roommates in the same room and roommates just sharing the same house. I've lived with men & women. I've lived with babies. I've live with pets. I've lived alone. I've done it all it seems. Now I'm doing this.

It has only been a few days but the topic has already come up in conversation a couple of times with the doctor. I'm afraid. No I'm worried. I know I am ready and able to take this leap and grow in my relationship this way but is he? This move is based partially on circumstance and because of that as well as our past I feel justified in my worry.

I don't feel as though my worry is enough of a red flag but it does color my view of this "next step".

Coupled with that worry is excitement. I'm excited to grow together, to really give this thing we have going a shot, to really commit. This could be the test of my personal future. Am I meant to be romantically entangled or not......should I be?


Until next post....laters

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