Note to self: 3am pyscho analytical drabble about life may seem profound at the moment...but in retrospect make no damn sense. That is all.
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Embracing the flavors of life
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It's amazing how alert you can be on 3 hours of sleep and a bright computer screen. The other night I went out to do a bit of partying in Downtown Orlando with my roomie and a friend. If you have seen my previous postings you already know how I feel about these excursions...it's not that I hate them or love them for that matter.. I just have truly started to realize the breadth of the individuality of each experience I have in the Other World that is DT Otown. On my last excursion to the underbelly of DT, I ended up at an establishment know as Eye Spy which can only be truly described as a haven for the "Others" or persons that don't normally fit well into any social class we have already established i.e. the Mean Girls, the Punk Kids, the Hood Rats, the Goths etc. but actually display characteristics of multiple groups which instead of prompting the human mind into thinking "maybe this classism we have developed over the ions may not a worthwhile endeavor bu...
I'm at a lost....
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You know I kinda wish I could go back in time now that I have figured out what I like and work towards that goal. I sort of wish I had 1 more year of college to really work towards achieving the dreams I have set for myself. But on the other hand in my defense what 19 year old do you know that knows from the first day what exactly they'd like to do? It took me checking out various avenues of learning and seeing different people, places and things for me to finally get a hold of a career path. Now that I've found one its almost as if I can't get any where....EPIC Fail at life. I'm not giving up but I can't figure out more than a passive approach to my goals. I need help but I don't know where to turn....FML this is truly ridiculous because in the end...even though I've found a path..I'm still utterly & completely lost. Until next post smooches laters