I'm at a lost....

You know I kinda wish I could go back in time now that I have figured out what I like and work towards that goal. I sort of wish I had 1 more year of college to really work towards achieving the dreams I have set for myself. But on the other hand in my defense what 19 year old do you know that knows from the first day what exactly they'd like to do? It took me checking out various avenues of learning and seeing different people, places and things for me to finally get a hold of a career path. Now that I've found one its almost as if I can't get any where....EPIC Fail at life. I'm not giving up but I can't figure out more than a passive approach to my goals. I need help but I don't know where to turn....FML this is truly ridiculous because in the end...even though I've found a path..I'm still utterly & completely lost. Until next post smooches laters

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