A Day in the Life of a Master(s) of Education

Okay so this is an official disclaimer!!!! about two post ago there was one entitled "naughty poll" I HAVE NOTHING TO DO W/ THAT!!! I didn't do that poll, I didn't make that post, I have no idea how it got there, and just in case there is some pervert floating around in cyberspace that read it, GO JERK OFF ON SOMEONEELSE'S BLOG!!!!!!! This is the end off the official disclaimer.....until next "legitimate" post....smooches FYI: The post has been deleted

I am loving this new philosophy on life that I have developed. I guess it took a little drama in my life for me to open my eyes and GROW UP.....any who I did something I haven't done in a long time...I cleaned up..and not just my room but my life. I cut my hair so as not to deal with the mess that was starting to develop, I cleaned all the old junk that I wasn't using put of my room, I applied for and received a promotion at work, I have re-done my wardrobe, and I have been getting back in touch w/ who I believe to be the real me.Life isn't good but it is a whole lot better than it was before.....

After reading my last entry I realize how upset I really was about the situation...and I don't want to be mad....it takes too much energy...but so does being sad...now what? I decided to get over it, life throws you curve balls sometimes and you have the option to either hit one out of the park or strike out..either way you gotta swing. After talking to some people and actually deciding to listen to them, I have let the situation go...I'd rather be happy, in that regard I have been doing things to keep me happy and active so that I don't have to dwell on the sad/bad things in my life. I went to my favorite park and just read..I hadn't done that in such a long time it just felt good to be there, though it did bring up so forgotten memories w/ the ex. However not only did I read I wrote some poetry,, another thing I hadn't done in a while. After having such a good time, I decided to go there at least once a week just to reconnect w/ myself....I have also been hanging ...

Ever feel like you the butt of someone's cruel joke? Right now I feel as though GOD decided he really doesn't like me after all. First my ex boyfriend and the only guy I ever really loved starts to date a close friend of mine.....great fucking slap in the face...but I take it like a women because our relationship was unhealthy any way....but now she feels as though he is giving me too much attention....FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.....damn I am doing my best to deal with this pretty fucked up situation..I mean you claim to be my friend damn you introduced us...and not even a month after we break up your dating him??? what type of shit is that? You tell me why I should give a rat's ass about your feelings??? You SHOULD FUCKING feel insecure...you did a low down underhanded thing and KARMA IS A FUCKING BITCH THAT WILL COME BACK AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS.....but it must be biting me right now for something I didn't even know I did because why the hell am I the going through t...

Ok so I have been a very busy bee since school has let out. I am currently in summer school.....blah blah...any way to more important matters, in my on going quest to figure out me and to do my own thing, I have made my first drastic change on the outside because I have been changing on the inside for quite a while now....I cut my hair...and for those of you who don;t know me personally I one had hair past my shoulders and now my hair is just past my chin....I got a good 5 or so inches cut and I LOVE it.... I was so scared at first but once she started to cut there was nothing I could do but sit there and wait for her to finish. My mom was a little upset she couldn't understand why I wanted to cut my hair....I didn't think she would understand that's why I didn't bother telling her I was going to cut it because then she would try to talk me out of it, which is another reason I am not telling her about the tattoo I am 20 bucks away from getting. yea for me...next step to...

SCHOOLS OUT !!!!!!! so I am currently home after what has been a very interesting year. My boat WN/F 8+ made it to the DadVails National Championship. Though we didn't win we put up a hard fight, and I believe that this year has been quite successful. Now in terms of my grades...I have no clue.. classes I thought I was passing I may not have after all. I am even considering a major change. Landscaping?? I don't know any more and I'm running out of time. As far as I am concerned....I need a vacation...but I'm not going to get one because of summer school and work...oh well it's whateva I'm home back to the unordinary. Laters

3 days until school is over......1 week until I'll sleep in my own bed

FUCK FINALS !!!!!!!

Ok so it just dawned on me...in one week I will no longer be a college freshman...what is a girl to do??? Party, Party, Party....thank the lord because I am through with being a college freshman...well at least the class part. Does this mean I have to change the title of my blog...maybe,maybe not I might just make a new 1..Only time will tell. In other news, my boat finally won 1st place!!!!! It was an amazing win especially because of the 9 persons in the boat 5 are sick. We worked so hard no one could breathe when we crossed the finish line. I am so PROUD of my girls...now we qualify to go to the Dad Vail National Championship in Philly. Though I am sad that it means we have to stay in school longer. I am excited to make it in my first year of rowing..... LETS GO HOKIES!!!!!!!! until next post laters

So I read this somewhere and decided to repost it because it is so funny to me...where do people get this stuff??? they must pull it out their asses Body: I've had an ephiphany! I will like to take this time to set women straight on this whole monogamy thing. Let me start out by asking this question to the women of the world......."Do YOU LOV UR MAN" If so, take the time to hear me out. What women fail to understand when it comes to cheating is this,..........."Men were made with different organs than women" We have different needs. And I just think it is very selfish that yall take it upon yourselves to rush to judgment if we slip up. I don't know what goes on in yall heads. I don't know if its insecurity or ignorance, but yall flip out if ur cheated on. What does that solve huh?? Do u think we love you any less?? As long as your the same girl we fell in love with, you have nothing to worry about when it comes to matters of the heart. Maybe you feel jea...

I have decided to just do me, I'm sick of trying to be a nice considerate person because in this world every good deed you do is taken as a weakness. It's a dog eat dog world out there and though I have always known that I was a firm believer in giving the benefit of the doubt...well it's whatever now, I am too through. From now on people have to prove that they are worthy of my kindness, trust, and most of all me. I am too small a person to just distribute myself freely, so either earn it or fuck it.....

After a disappointing day @ the S.I.R.A. Championship...I really don't know what to say we started off pretty good, placing second in our heat, and first in our finals....but overall we got 4th...that had to be the worst race I have EVER had...it was horrible and no matter what I did it continued to get worst and worst...oh well chalk it up to bad experience....w/ next weekend off I should be in pretty good shape for the West VA Governor's Cup....Let's go hokies..until next post laters

Happy Daylight Savings Time!!! Ok so I'm fresh off of The John Hunter Regatta, in Oak Ridge, Tennessee. We had great results, my 8+ col nov w got 1st in our heat, and 2nd in the finals. Not bad for our first major race of the season. In addition we dropped 10 s off of our 2k time which to those of you who row out there KNOW that's a big thing. If we continue to progress like this we maybe able to make it to DAD VAIL but it's right around the time that school is over...what a dilly of a pickle...any who....I'm going to go set my clock, call my parents, and do some work...catch you on the flip side...until next post...laters

So last night was the Common and 112 concert on campus...I was REALLY good I like both artist and they did a hell of a job. Plus I had really good seats, 5th row. My friends got backstage I really didn't wanna go cuz I wasn't looking 100% and I'm a little sick. I was more like 90% so I just watched the purses. They even got invited to the after party but with a 4:30 wake up call I knew I wasn't going. Tommorow is our first MAJOR regatta for the season, if you near Oak Ridge Tennessee holla at your gurl we would love the support. Until next post....laters

So Saturday night was the night of the Alpha Phi Alpha Ball. I had so much fun, me and my girls looked good too. Plus the event took my mind off of the fact that we lost our regatta that same day. It was event that I will never forget especially because I fell asleep in IHOP and cut my forehead. It was QUITE a wake up call. Any who..gotta study for an exam that I have tonight...wish me luck....hey bro love the business card smooches....later

Today just had to be the worst day of practice....at least in a long time. It was 26 degrees outside in addition to the wind chill, and the freezing cold water. I was literally and ice cube coming off of the water, plus our boat had so much water in it that when we flipped it over to walk it up the dock all the water froze on the dock making it slippery and hard for the rest of the team to get off the water. I felt bad for them but I was so cold and shivering I could hardly move nonetheless Cox the boat into the racks. The only real reason we practiced today was because we have a regatta this weekend and we haven't been on the water for one reason or another since Saturday....FYI we beat NC State last weekend and plan to TOTALLY eliminate W&M this weekend...until next post...laters

OK so it has been a long time...in fact it's a whole new month....I am fresh off of spring break, one week of 3x day crew practice, shady hotels, team bonding, and even a tan in 70^o weather. I had a great time, though a few bad thing happened like me getting sick, a rift between the novice girls, and us starting out in the most shady and ghetto hotel in Augusta. Highlights include me impersonating our coach @ the talent show, my very first experience as a rower(see picture..that's me in the red shirt), light saber wars, and tagging the bridge. I really cherish the memories that I have now because if I had went home I would not have really done anything special, and even though I didn't see my family I saw them the two weekends leading to spring break and I am going home again this weekend.....so it al balances out...DOWNSIDE of coming back to tech after spring break, a week of test two down and 4 to go..wish me luck...until next post..laters

So I went home this weekend...I had so much fun...I miss my family so much sometimes, but while I was home I learned something about myself I can't live MY life for my family. It's time for me to venture out into to the world with the training they have given me and do my own thing...therefore I'm getting a tattoo...this is just a sign of my personal growth and freedom..God forbid my parent trip but like I said this isn't about rebelling it's about doing ME

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!!!!!! I love "love" and though there is animosity in my world right now, love is still present. Therefore I am almost happy, today is a day of new possibilities, new horizons, and new people....life goes on HAPPY LOVE DAY TO ALL