ReCap

Ok so it has been a while so I'm just gonna give a brief update
1) VT Football 2-0
2) Another tattoo
3) Working on getting a car
4) Going great w/ classes
5) VT Crew 06 (VARSITY BABY!!!!!)


That's just about it....until next post


Laters....smooches

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