A Day in the Life of a Master(s) of Education

I am so bored of being home..it's not the friends it's the family and the ridiculous curfew the insist on imposing on me..not until I am 21 will I be able to do anything about it. Which by the way I think is stupid...the government says I can do everything they can except drink so why is it I am treated the same way as my 16 year old cousin....put me on a bus to the burg at least I can do my own thing....until next post smooches laters

I am who I am....or at least I try to be... How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. How Are You In Love? Until next post smooches...laters

New Year's is so funny to me....it is never really "new". Every December 31 we get together with people we love/care about/ or could give two shits about and ring in the "new" year. Then we proceed to do the same thing the last time it was Dec. 31. We make a resolution, we promise ourselves that we're going to find love this year or this will be the year we get that job or promotion we wanted, this is the year that you will lose the weight you gain while you were pregnant...blah blah blah....ever wonder why every "new" year we do the same shit....call it a revelation, call it bullshit, call it pessimistic, whatever what I am saying is 100% true...all that ever really change for us is the date on the calendar....we work towards that last 5lbs but it never goes away....we work hard to get that promotion...but the boss pays us no attention...you're probably wondering where I am going with all of this...basically don't make promises that this w...

Ok faithful readers(are there any?), I know its been a while so I just got to give you the short of everything. October 1) had the flu 2) solved some problems 3) found out sister's getting married November 1) Got a tattoo 2) Got a piercing 3) Got fired from a job 4) Had a birthday 5) Much needed break 6) Reunited with old friends 7) Back at school preparing for finals 8) End of fall crew season December 1) Got my job back 2) Finals 3) Back home till January 4) Winter training for crew 5) Sister's Wedding in foreign country 6) Seeing people I love That should hold you over until like May for real because college just got a hell of a lot harder and therefore I am running out of time......Blink and you'll miss it until next post (whenever that may be) Smooches

Hahaha with Halloween quickly approaching, I guess people are up for running games and playing tricks on people. Case in point a friend of mine(yes a real friend not I) has be hanging out with these guys. Real chill guys, the big brother type....or so she thought. She gets drunk at a party with them and then ends up making out w/ one of those guys...next thing you know rumors are flying that she has slept with the guy...when she tracks down the source it's none other than the guy...worst of it all she was so distraught by the situation that she approached the guy & friends to receive a males' opinion on what to do...boy was she hoodwinked, bamboozled, & led astray. She wouldn't have thought he was behind it all, even though they've known each other for only a year. She felt a little bad about making out w/ him because she didn't want to lead him on....however who really is to blame here? The young lady because she got so drunk she put herself in a stupid and...

Sometimes I just wonder if I will ever get things right...for instance I have put myself in a situation that I can't see myself out of...sad thing is I do this type of stuff all the time...when will I learn, maybe after I have don't irrefutable damage to my mind, soul, body, and spirit. I don't want it to get that bad and I don't want to chalk it all up to inexperience but what are my other options? I hate to continue with the depressing mood but it sorta helps to get out in the atmosphere, maybe "karma" will help me to fix the situations or help me see a clear path to solutions...I don't know something is better than nothing...on that note....until next post laters smooches

Wow can you believe it's been 6 weeks into the semester already, I couldn't until my teachers reminded me of the midterm papers and test I had due this week....technically I am on my fall break right now (big deal its only 3 days) so I shouldn't be doing any work ...but because I have set high standards for myself this semester I am getting all my papers done this weekend. I have been bojangling but not totally I at least started them, now I got to finish them....lol...whatever I might as well since my roommate and most of my friends are gone...I have no real excuse or distractions so as soon as I finish this post I'm going to start on my papers.....that being said until next post, smooches laters

So this weekend was supposed to be one of the hottest parties this year right?? Well it all started off that way, until ignorant black folks want to start stupid stuff with each other. It started off so innocent, people where dancing up a storm, sweating perms out, getting phone numbers, see friends they don't get to see because they spend most of the week in their room/apt doing work trying to survive the college life. Next thing you know, people arguing, then comes the punches, and the slaps....not to long after that?? you know they had to call the BBurg police on us Negroes, because for some reason we just can not control ourselves. If is just been one fight...maybe they would have just put the people out, everybody else would have just laughed and we would have went back to the fun time we were having. But that would have been too easy, one fight started off a chain of fights and next thing you know people are brawling right in front of me and I can't move because I might g...

Where oh where has my time gone?? I feel like life is passing me by sometimes and I'm not even realizing. I was just reading a blog by this Jamaican girl named Gina who goes to FAMU. She kinda interest me because we have similarities, such as the fact that we are both Jamaican, the whole college thing was a big move for us, and sometimes we are just trying to figure out who we are, here's her page if you wanna check out what she has to say, http://tallytourist.blogspot.com , hopefully that link worked. Anyway reading her blog kinda made me feel like I had been neglectful lately, I mean I have finally gotten on top of my romantic and academic life, but are the decisions I have made good for me? I feel so stupid because I don't know what I am doing, but in the back of my mind I can hear my bro saying that I'm not supposed to know yet, it's all a part of growing up. Honestly just because you know that things are supposed to happen this way, that this is all a part of l...

Ok so it has been a while so I'm just gonna give a brief update 1) VT Football 2-0 2) Another tattoo 3) Working on getting a car 4) Going great w/ classes 5) VT Crew 06 (VARSITY BABY!!!!!) That's just about it....until next post Laters....smooches

Ok so my first day of classes was pretty eventful after all but it had nothing to do with me.....there was a killer on the loose in little old blacksburg...now in case you not from the area.... blacksburg is a small town type...so when there is a murderer on the loose...the WHOLE TOWN SHUTS DOWN, I mean you couldn't do a damn thing, there was to be no leaving the office for lunch, no leaving your dorm for classes because they were all cancelled, no letting people in the buildings, no grocery shopping, hundreds of State police, VT police, Blacksburg police, damn near the whole force is out looking for the guy....being from the city this was nothing new to me but I couldn't figure out what all the damn excitement was about...and it didn't really benefit me, I mean by the time that they cancelled classes I had already had my two for the day so I had to stay in my dorm room even though I had a million errands to run...it really pissed me off, but it is all over now they found t...

Today is officially my first day as a VT SOPHOMORE.....with only 2 classes but still plenty of things to do....wish me luck because I have a new attitude....yeppers I am ready to start the year off right no bull-crap...no drama...great classes...great grades....great life...VT here I come let's go HOKIES!!!!!!!

Ok loyal readers, it is time for the pre-school post-summer wrap-up kinda reflection thing....hahahaha that was pretty long...now down to business...I got my heart ripped out of my chest, spited on, shitted on, and shoved right back in, ok enough about the negative stuff...I got a promotion at work, I patched up some broken relationships, and even had the chance to go on a few dates...I think this summer has been a really big growing period for myself. I actually like the how I learned my lessons because I probably couldn't have or rather wouldn't have learned the lesson any other way. I like the fact that I have a stronger sense of who I am and how I react under pressure. I think the lessons I have learned will come in handy w/ this up and coming school year because I have a much tougher skin than before...I WILL NOT BE EATEN ALIVE!!!! hahahaha oh boy I an woman hear me roar I think I have been watching way too much "Sex and the City"

Back to school time...in 20 days I'll be back to the reality of Tech...I am so excited...because it means back to friends time and BACK TO SCHOOL SHOPPING...and I have been eyeing a pair of Ed Hardy shoes and a matching hoodie...yes its gonna cost me about 2 and half paychecks...but I HAVE GOT TO HAVE THEM OR ELSE...yeah for tax free shopping and back to school stuff...smooches until next post laters

So I just made this.....I think its pretty H.O.T Hot so here it is....lol unil next post laters...smooches

Okay so this is an official disclaimer!!!! about two post ago there was one entitled "naughty poll" I HAVE NOTHING TO DO W/ THAT!!! I didn't do that poll, I didn't make that post, I have no idea how it got there, and just in case there is some pervert floating around in cyberspace that read it, GO JERK OFF ON SOMEONEELSE'S BLOG!!!!!!! This is the end off the official disclaimer.....until next "legitimate" post....smooches FYI: The post has been deleted

I am loving this new philosophy on life that I have developed. I guess it took a little drama in my life for me to open my eyes and GROW UP.....any who I did something I haven't done in a long time...I cleaned up..and not just my room but my life. I cut my hair so as not to deal with the mess that was starting to develop, I cleaned all the old junk that I wasn't using put of my room, I applied for and received a promotion at work, I have re-done my wardrobe, and I have been getting back in touch w/ who I believe to be the real me.Life isn't good but it is a whole lot better than it was before.....

After reading my last entry I realize how upset I really was about the situation...and I don't want to be mad....it takes too much energy...but so does being sad...now what? I decided to get over it, life throws you curve balls sometimes and you have the option to either hit one out of the park or strike out..either way you gotta swing. After talking to some people and actually deciding to listen to them, I have let the situation go...I'd rather be happy, in that regard I have been doing things to keep me happy and active so that I don't have to dwell on the sad/bad things in my life. I went to my favorite park and just read..I hadn't done that in such a long time it just felt good to be there, though it did bring up so forgotten memories w/ the ex. However not only did I read I wrote some poetry,, another thing I hadn't done in a while. After having such a good time, I decided to go there at least once a week just to reconnect w/ myself....I have also been hanging ...

Ever feel like you the butt of someone's cruel joke? Right now I feel as though GOD decided he really doesn't like me after all. First my ex boyfriend and the only guy I ever really loved starts to date a close friend of mine.....great fucking slap in the face...but I take it like a women because our relationship was unhealthy any way....but now she feels as though he is giving me too much attention....FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.....damn I am doing my best to deal with this pretty fucked up situation..I mean you claim to be my friend damn you introduced us...and not even a month after we break up your dating him??? what type of shit is that? You tell me why I should give a rat's ass about your feelings??? You SHOULD FUCKING feel insecure...you did a low down underhanded thing and KARMA IS A FUCKING BITCH THAT WILL COME BACK AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS.....but it must be biting me right now for something I didn't even know I did because why the hell am I the going through t...