I'm mad tired. I was finally feeling better after being sick since like wednesday. N E way so I decided that since it was saturday nite I should go out. Maybe hit up a club or one of the many frat parties. I mean my roomate was gone and she hasn't slept in our room since like wednesday nite. So I got with my girls and some guys and went out. Boy am I paying for it now, Im tired and just a bit sore. I'm the kinda person who has dancing in their blood, for one thing I'm jamaica and for another I've been dancing since I was like 6 years old. Therefore when I go out to dance I don't hug the wall I dance. SO we decided that we were going to a club no problem we went to cinco de mayo, the hot spot for black people in blacksburg. At first no one was there so it was like boring, but soon people started to arrive and then it was off and popping. I started to dance and it was fun until some big foot bamma stomped on my foot, it threw me off my groove so I took it as a sign to take a break, the guy I was dancing with seemed a bit disappointed but got over real soon when some chick started to dance with him. I didnt care for real, think about when your in a club it's dark and people just walk up behind you and start dancing. no commitment unless one of you makes that move. You could be dancing with a caveman or rico suave it doesn't matter to me as long as he can keep up. My policy is this if I think you're a good dancer I'll dance with you until one of us gets tired and it's him but if you're a bad dancer i'll give you two songs before I walk off on you. Last night was fun but I gotta to give major props to my gurl S.H. cuz not only did she dance with the man she's been crushing on since day she also let him know he had to either come with it or go home to his mother. I gotta give him props to cuz he was hanging in there but she was just toooooooo much for him. N E way between being sick and partying I have so much homework to do, so until next time smooches

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